Release Date
December 17, 2022
Official Lyrics
D14B0L1K
{Feature}
Yuh
Yuh
Aye
Aye
Rockstar
Von- Von
Yes
Fucking you up
Ending your life if you knuck and you buck
With all that shit bitch I don't give a fuck
You mad I fucked your bitch
But you know I'm a slut
What the fuck
Testing ya luck
Pull out the blade
Left the stick in the truck
I like when they run
And I love when they duck
D14B0L1K nigga I don't give a fuck
Aye
Yuh
This shit is just manic
We run down on niggas
They all in a panic
40 deep be mobbin
You niggas can't stand it
Pussy understand it
We are doing damage
You can never manage
Try to reach our standards
Disrespect the mob
Call it pussy slander
Feeling like a psycho
Hit em with the hammer
That's a bloody case
Gotta check my grammer
Gotta check my grammer
I don't got no manners
Fuck her in her face
She a dirty dancer
Savage and so evil
They say it's a cancer
But I breath for the gang
Ain't no other answer
Clip em in his shit
Nigga feel like mitch
Over topping shit
Dumping out the clip
We gon kill him quick
Then go fuck his bitch
Never gave a shit
We gon take the risk
Ok I feel like mary Manson
My fucking diamonds dancin
I'm mixing all the gas
And now my senses are enhancin
YO BITCH YOU KNOW THAT I'M THE ANSWER
BROKE HER BACK MAKE MADE HER STAND UP
SHE WANT BLACK I'M THE PANTHER
BITCH MADE ME GET OUT OF CHARACTER
DON'T COME WACK WE'LL EXPAND YA
MAN I WANT ASS AND HANDS UP
GET ALL CASH IT GET RAN UP
BITCH I'M GODD I WILL DAMAGE YA
THE FUCK YOU THINK I'M PLAYIN FOR
THE GANG AIN'T GONNA PLAY WITH YA
WE CAME TO CHOKE AND HANG YOU UP
STOP ACTING DUMB YOU KNOW WASSUP
Written and composed by Kaithagodd & Rockstar Von
Release Date
November 25, 2022
Official Lyrics
Without You
{Feature}
Rockstar
Von- Von
On my own where you just left me
Took my heart away and now I'm empty
Dazed and confused as of lately
Looking for something just to save me
I'm so confused
All I had was me and you
Don't know what to do
Played me like a fool
Can't get over you
Now I drink for two
This toast is to you
Ouhh
Dazed and confused never know what I should do
Drunk and confused all the times I been up here thinking about you
It's not you must be me
Must blame it on ecstasy
Must blame it on all these hoes who keep on texting me
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Stole my heart bitch can I have it back now
Disappeared and you fell off of the map now
Now you're gone and I don't know how to act now
Now I get fucked up and put my heart into the tracks now
You sent me one text
You say that it's over
Bottle in my hand
I cannot stay sober
You must be crazy if you thought this shit was closure
Now I gotta walk around and act like I don't know her
Like how
Going through my brain going insane
Like wow
Girl I need you back with me I need you
Right now
Girl it ain't no choice I ain't gon choose
Can't see nothing except coming back to you
Nothing more that I can do
Lost and faded once again
Got these death notes that I'm writing gotta keep it by my bed
You been fucking with my mental shawty stuck up in my head
I swear this is not pretend
Fighting demons till the end
Watch I hit em with the lead
On my own where you just left me
Took my heart away and now I'm empty
Dazed and confused as of lately
Looking for something just to save me
I'm so confused
All I had was me and you
Don't know what to do
Played me like a fool
Can't get over you
Now I drink for two
This toast is to you
Ouhh
Written and composed by Carrigan, Yung Punx, & Rockstar Von
Release Date
July 2, 2022
UVALDE STRONG
{Single}
Official Lyrics
It's time for me to talk my shit
I ain't never thought that we would live in days like this
It's time for me to talk my shit
Rockstar
Von- Von
It's time for me to talk my shit
I ain't never thought that we would live in days like this
Killing kids mental health is just an awful glitch
Losing control of your soul and your subconscious
This shit is killing me
An unforgiving memory
How could you be so cold and unload on the purity
The children are the future
You can't put them out they misery
Suicide by cop you consider that a victory
This shit needs to stop
From the bottom to the top
We need to get the politicians and minorities to swap
Understand that there's hell on both sides of the crop
Understand there's a plan in place that's about to drop um
Moment of silence for the ones that don't know uh
Moment of silence for the ones that can't grow uh
A living hell man this country's a shit show uh
But I can't bail on the ones that's below us
"News Broadcasting"
"News Interview"
What is the real definition of a coward
A narcissistic devil whose in love with the power
They had a troubled past and their dignity devoured
That left a dirty taste in their mouth that was sour
But it's no excuse
To be ignorant and loose
You swore to uphold an oath
Where's your honor and your truth
Those were little fucking kids that were dying next to you
You supposed to give yo fucking life to protect the youth
But you can kill an unarmed black man
Pow pow subtraction
So fucking trigger happy that you fiending for some action
But there was a perfect time for you to fill your satisfaction
But you decided to run after a demon interaction
What's that
Well that's some sucker shit man how bout that
Now what's that
A little eight year old we can't get back
That's a fact
A fucking burden to carry on your back
And now you squirming tryna deal with this public attack
That shit wack
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
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February 14, 2022
Love Lust N Drugs
{Album}
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Release Date
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 1 of 21
Official Lyrics
Depression
{Intro}
(Automated Voice) Hello no one is available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone.
(Heavy Breathing)
Hello
(DIAL TONE)
Oh I guess..
Of course you send me to voicemail so...
Well...
I don't know what else to say to you but um...
I miss you...
And I love you...
And I know I....
Maybe...
I ask for too much maybe I'm not the best for you I...
I don't know what to say...
Its all a fucked up attempt to...
make me not feel depressed or...
feel the way I do it's...
Maybe you're not even gonna listen to this maybe you will I don't know...
I'm running out of things to say I'm....
I love you...
I really do I just...
Never cared for someone as much as you...
And I know you love me too...
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Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 2 of 21
Wanna Die
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
I... I...
Wanna die
Deep inside
All my life
Wanna die
I...
Wanna die
[×3]Deep inside
All my life
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 3 of 21
Yesterday
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
[×4]Oh
It seems like yesterday when we first met as friends. And it seems like yesterday when I fell in love again. And it seems like yesterday when you gave me hope for life again. How could this be the end. How could this be the end.
No way!!!
Feeling the pain inside
I can't rely anymore upon you.
Feeling the tears come down
I can't hold on any longer with you.
What the fuck is this
what have I gotten myself into.
Look at all the shit that you're putting me through. Everything you told me was a lie not the damn truth.
I don't believe in love anymore
I watched you turn your back and walk out the door. I fall on the floor.
My heart is torn.
When I was with you
my heart was warm.
But now its over.
Ain't no more being sober.
Ain't no more sunny days
yeah my life feels like its over
So I'm gonna get high until I die and fumble over. My heart it will not last
it beats slower and slower and slower
and slower and slower and slower and slower.
It seems like yesterday when we first met as friends. And it seems like yesterday when I fell in love again. And it seems like yesterday when you gave me hope for life again. How could this be the end. How could this be the end.
No way!!!
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 4 of 21
Purgatory
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
La da da da da da..
La da da da da....
Trapped in the middle
Between life and death..
Feel like I'm in purgatory..
In my mind I wanna die
but I survived a million times.
The devil hides right by my side
I wonder why I even try.
Making time to clear my mind.
I take my pain turn it to rhymes.
I'm so behind so undermined
I wonder if this is by design.
I cannot tell clearly.
I'm going to hell I bleed.
She casted a spell on me.
I'm off the rails baby.
For you I fell baby.
My hearts in a shell baby.
Miss your touch and your smell baby.
I wish you farewell baby.
She kicked my heart on the ground
I've had my heart tossed around.
I'm longing for love I never found.
I feel like a clown.
This pain has me down on my knees.
This Infected love is a disease.
She left me to die she did it with ease.
And I'm begging please please please.
La da da da da da..
La da da da da....
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 5 of 21
The Ones Who Know
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
This goes for the ones who know
for the ones feeling like they died.
Growing up in a world so cold
hide the pain deep down inside.
This goes for the ones who know
For the ones who know their ties
Demons I fight
I wanna die.
Pain rushing through my veins
Looking for some change.
Tryna numb the pain with drugs fast cars switching lanes. But that don't change shit
because my life will always be the same.
Anxiety, depression, damn I feel like I'm fucking deranged.
But in my mind it feels like time is moving slowly. Travel back in time looking for the old me. Devil on my back damn I'm so unholy. Listen to me closely. My life is unfolding.
[×2]Breaking down again and again and again
Breaking down again and again and again and again and again.
This goes for the ones who know
For the ones feeling like they died.
Growing up in a world so cold
hide the pain deep down inside.
This goes for the ones who know
for the ones who know their ties
Demons I fight.
I wanna die.
[×5]You
Me too
Feel so brand new[x5]
When I'm around you.
You drain all my love.
I replace with drugs
You breaking me down
to my last screw.
Blindsided by your eyes your beautiful smile too.
Camouflaging the truth.
But I had to come too.
Start connecting the clues.
This goes for the ones who know
For the ones feeling like they died.
Growing up in a world so cold
Hide the pain deep down inside.
This goes for the ones who know
For the ones who know their ties
Demons I fight
I wanna die.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 6 of 21
This Feeling Inside
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Feeling my mind
Something ain't right
Feeling my mind
[x3]Can't deal with this feeling inside its killing my mind yeah something ain't right. This feeling of death overrides the pain it subsides I put up a fight. I'm running all through my head thinking I'm thinking will I see the light. Demons are holding me tight. But it will be alright.
That day when I saw you.
I thought like damn she's cool.
I met you back in high school.
You made me wanna break all the rules.
I stare you watch me drool.
For you I act like a fool.
You treated me like a tool.
Can't believe you were so cruel.
That shit ain't ok.
You're on my mind like everyday.
All the mind games you had to play.
I was hiding my feelings I'm running away.
All my demons they wanna meet me face to face.
I tell you how I feel you don't know what to say.
Got me feeling so empty and feeling so gray.
Pray to God you don't leave yeah I'm hoping you stay.
[x3]Can't deal with this feeling inside its killing my mind yeah something ain't right. This feeling of death overrides the pain it subsides I put up a fight. I'm running all through my head thinking I'm thinking will I see the light. Demons are holding me tight. But it will be alright.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 7 of 21
Insomnia {Skit}
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
(Automated Voice)
Hello no one is available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone.
Yeah..
You know sometimes I forget
You don't
Sometimes I forget you're not here anymore uh..
Terrible dreams and
Nightmares and
Everything's just..
All over the place I..
Um just calling
I...
I don't know why I'm calling
I um..
Everything in my body just doesn't feel right without you
And..
I'm losing my mind like I feel like I'm officially insane I..
Developing insomnia and..
Can't sleep
But yeah
I don't know...
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 8 of 21
Vivid Dreams
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Dreams
[×2]Sometimes I be having vivid dreams
I can't stop all the scary vivid dreams
Everything's a blur
think I'm turning to a fiend.
Devil's getting close
I can see him in my dreams.
Making music so I don't go pop a bean.
Betrayal from a bitch I thought she was on my team. All these love scars make me wanna fucking scream.
Sometimes I wish that I could fly
Doing drugs to get by.
Is this the day I will die.
You see there's no you without me.
Look at all we could be.
Life is a never ending dream.
[×4]Life is a never ending dream.
Have you ever gone to sleep at night.
Dreaming about the stars in the sky.
Then you wake up sweating hoping that your demons didn't multiply.
I can't stop all the scary vivid dreams.
Everything's a blur
think I'm turning to a fiend.
Devil's getting close
I can see him in my dreams.
Making music so I don't go pop a bean.
Betrayal from a bitch I thought she was on my team. All these love scars make me wanna fucking scream.
Sometimes[sometimes]
I wish that I could fly [fly]
Doing drugs to get by.
Is this the day I will die.
You see [see me]
there's no you without me [me]
Look at all we could be.
Life is a never ending dream.
Life is a never ending dream.
(Slowed)
I cant stop all the scary vivid dreams.
Everything's a blur
think I'm turning to a fiend.
Devil's getting close
I can see him in my dreams.
Making music so I don't go pop a bean.
Betrayal from a bitch I thought she was on my team. All these love scars make me wanna fucking scream.
Sometimes I wish that I could fly.
Doing drugs to get by.
Is this the day I will die.
You see there's no you without me.
Look at all we could be.
Life is a never ending dream.
[×4]Life is a never ending dream.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 9 of 21
Lost
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
You ever felt trapped inside your own head. Falling into like a rabbit hole.
Trying to figure out if existence is real.
Lost in my head.
And I'm falling my demons they calling
I wish they would leave me alone [cause I'm
Lost in my head]
Stomachs turning my insides are burning
I deal with this pain on my own [cause I'm lost in my head]
I just can't understand why my pain and agony is so strong [Stuck in the twilight zone]
Watch me roam looking for my way home.
Will I live or will I find my tombstone.
Can't believe that you left me in the dirt to die.
Left me speechless and you left me wondering why. Fuck I need this cant pick up the pieces. You left by yourself and my pain it increases. Manipulation you're very cohesive.
I made up my mind yeah and this is my thesis.
Bitch your evil..
Lost in my head.
And I'm falling my demons they calling
I wish they would leave me alone [cause I'm
Lost in my head]
Stomachs turning my insides are burning
I deal with this pain on my own [cause I'm lost in my head]
I just can't understand why my pain and agony is so strong [Stuck in the twilight zone]
Watch me roam looking for my way home.
Will I live or will I find my tombstone.
Will I overcome after all I've seen.
You've infected me and took the vaccine.
Wish I could take my thoughts and just wipe them clean. Stuck in my abyss oh is it a dream. Hard reality and I'm stuck in between.
I cannot escape demons smothering me.
Stuck behind a door and I don't have the key.
Devils watching me with red eyes I can see.
Ohhh.....
Break down the pain..
Fuck..
I cant do this anymore..
Fuck..
Lost in my head
And I'm falling my demons they calling
I wish they would leave me alone cause I'm
Lost in my head
Stomachs turning my insides are burning
I deal with this pain on my own [cause I'm lost in my head]
I just can't understand why my pain and agony is so strong [Stuck in the twilight zone]
Watch me roam looking for my way home.
Will I live or will I find my tombstone.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 10 of 21
Acid Pill
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
[×2]Feels like my brain is off an acid pill.
I can't see
can't touch
Cant even feel
I'm Drowning inside of my depression still.
Need a friend once again.
Evil thoughts yeah they're lurking in.
I can taste my pain I can taste my sins.
Bloody mouth and sadistic Grin.
Devils den..
This is the beginning of my end.
Heating up the fire on my skin.
As I die watch him play the violin.
Death an escape from pain and misery
[×2]Feels like my brain is off an acid pill.
I can't see
can't touch
Can't even feel
I'm Drowning inside of my depression still.
Open up your eyes
there's no happy ever after.
End of the book
there is no new chapter.
Hearts beating out my chest huh..
Faster Faster.
Got me feeling like a ghost
slowly turning into Casper.
Eyes wide..
All the pain and suffering
finally reached my high tide.
[×2]Feels like my brain is off an acid pill.
I can't see
can't touch
Can't even feel
I'm Drowning inside of my depression still.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 11 of 21
Oh
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
nine..
[×6]Na na na na nine..
I remember the days it was just you and me.
We were young and so dumb living the teenage dream. I was blinded by truth things aren't what they seem. Taking things to the heart emotionally extreme. Thirty clip with the stick you hit my heart with a beam. What the fuck happened to us being on the same team.
You took a heart so pure and a heart so clean. You went and fucked it up. And now I just wanna scream.
Now I'm fucked up for life and I don't know what to do. Can't think of life living it without you. All this agony and pain that I go through. No reset button how the fuck do I undue. Take out a bottle of pills I had to pop me a few. Their were two different colors one white and one blue. Contemplating my mind do I swallow or chew. Watch them open my mind call it percocet view.
Ah..
Breaking down in my room. All these pills that I take all these pills I consume. Having demonic thoughts all these demonic fumes.
All these demonic notes playing demonic tunes. I need help bitch you heard what I said.
I'm in pain as I lay and I ache in this bed. All these demons they roam and they lurk in my head. All these demons I'm fighting I swear to god they want me dead.
Like a virus the pain and the drugs they just spread.
Fuck I feel like a zombie feel like the undead.
I can't sugar coat the pain cause you gotta know.
Feel the pain in my lyrics feel it in my flow.
Yeah she left me in the cold left me in the snow.
She's a demon in disguise demon on the low.
I didn't understand before but now I know.
Now I know now I know that the bitch gotta go.
[×4]Like oh like oh like oh
and you know she gotta go.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 12 of 21
Remember
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
[×2]Remember Remember days missing Remember days kissing now I'm stuck reminiscing. I'm Losing my mind over you I was tripping. Wasting my time over you now I'm sipping I'm sipping.
I saw you
I saw you
You saw me too
You saw me too..
I saw you yeah I saw you
You saw me too
You saw me too
Remember when I saw you.
I was blown away like a damn fool.
I was scared I was broken I was moping.
But you look in my eyes and my heart just started floating.
Oh my god its a girl mixing up all my emotions.
Instantaneous love yeah you had me fucking chocking.
What's the deal what's the deal with a feeling so surreal.
Am I having vivid dreams or is this angel real.
The way you came into my life and took away all my depression.
Paranoia went down you made me drop all of my weapons.
I can finally get sleep with you laying next to me.
Feel your warmth while we lay under the sheets I am finally at peace.
[×2]Remember Remember days missing Remember days kissing now I'm stuck reminiscing. I'm Losing my mind over you I was tripping. Wasting my time over you now I'm sipping I'm sipping.
I saw you
I saw you
You saw me too
You saw me too
I saw you yeah I saw you
You saw me too
You saw me too..
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 13 of 21
Surrender
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
La da da da
da da da da da da
da da da..
La da da da
da da da da da da
da da da..
[×2] I surrender all your love I say.
I surrender to your trust I say.
I surrender all the love and the lust and the drugs it's combining my soul into...
I surrender all your love I say.
I surrender all your trust I say.
I surrender to the drugs and the love and the lust its combining my trust on you.
I've been waiting
for you to notice me.
I've been waiting
waiting patiently.
Contemplating
on you constantly.
Fighting temptation.
All my revelations.
They come to the surface
I'm hoping you heard this.
You fucked with my heart yeah
broke that shit on purpose.
I'm high as a bitch
and it's making me nervous.
Were going in circles it feels like a circus god damn.
[×2] I surrender all your love I say.
I surrender to your trust I say.
I surrender all the love and the lust and the drugs its combining my soul into...
I surrender all your love I say.
I surrender all your trust I say.
I surrender to the drugs and the love and the lust it's combining my trust on you.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 14 of 21
Yes Or No
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Oh...
She broke my heart yeah.
Ripped it apart yeah..
Breaking my heart yeah.
Once again yeah..
[×2]Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
I need to know.
I need to know.
Yes or no will you stay or will you
go.
I loved you.
I pleased you.
You took my heart and made it see through.
Bitch Never again. You took a hell of a win.
Bitch you're a hell of a sin. driving myself crazy thinking you were ever my friend.
Bitch you cut me down betrayed me.
Now I'm sippin all of this gin.
Man this heartbreak shit is crazy.
Dirty bitch got under my skin.
I took your word for it.
You made me think that you were down I even splurged for it.
I broke the bank emptied my tank.
I'm lost for words for it.
Lost for words for it.
Now back to the chorus.
[×2]Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
I need to know.
I need to know.
Yes or no will you stay or will you
go.
I took your word for it.
You made me think that you were down I even splurged for it.
I broke the bank emptied my tank.
I'm lost for words for it.
Lost for words for it.
Now back to the chorus.
[×2]Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
I need to know.
I need to know.
Yes or no will you stay or will you
go.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 15 of 21
Storytelling
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Oh..
oh.. oh..
Storytelling bout my nightmare uh..
Storytelling bout my nightmares.
Storytelling bout my nightmares.
Storytelling how its not fair.
Storytelling bout how you don't care.
You said you don't care.
I'm feeling despair.
I took a seat in my chair.
Recollect all of the things.
All of the pain that you bring.
Telling the story of how I became a dope fiend.
Tell me should I be.
Over everything.
I cant breathe.
I cant move.
I cant see.
Is this a dream.
[×4]Is it a dream.
I don't know.
I hope and pray this song don't make it on the radio. I fight myself with the truth I need to let it go. I'm taking all of the pain and it overflows. I feel all the same ones on the regular bro. Rockstar Von SOL and you know I know.
I take one to the dome and I let it flow. I fuck one of these hoes and she gotta go. I got this bad bitch and she give me throat. I don't care got no feelings not for a hoe. I can't fuck on these hoes with my feelings bro. I gotta fuck on these hoes with no feelings bro. I gotta deal with how I'm feeling all on the low. I cant let this pain in my past let it go.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
Watch you moving and walking up out that door.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
Watch you moving and walking up out that door.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel
I can't feel
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
[×12] I cant feel.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 16 of 21
Speak My Mind
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Oh..
yeah..
I'm gonna speak my mind.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Dealing with these problems.
Looking for you to solve em.
Falling to the bottom.
Waiting for you to blossom yeah.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
I don't want you to leave.
I want you to be with me.
I want you to fall asleep next to me.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Can't deal with this pain and
this suffering trying to run from the rain yeah.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
I got you on my mind everyday.
I got you on my brain everyday.
You're on my mind.
On my heart on my soul almost all the time.
Dealing with this pain and this rain at the same time.
This ain't no game the devil holding me hostage with a fucking nine yeah.
So I rhyme yeah put it in my rhymes yeah.
Recollect the time yeah.
Recollect the time when we...
Made love we were off the same drugs.
Used to give the same hugs.
Used to tote the same slugs.
I can't believe you split apart away from me.
I'm suffering without you here cant you see.
I can't hide oh..
Is it my time...
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Dealing with these problems.
Looking for you to solve em.
Falling to the bottom.
Waiting for you to blossom yeah.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
I don't want you to leave.
I want you to be with me.
I want you to fall asleep next to me.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Can't deal with this pain and
this suffering trying to run from the rain yeah.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Can't leave me.