Release Date
November 25, 2022
Without You
{Feature}
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Carrigan, Yung Punx, & Rockstar Von
Rockstar
Von- Von
On my own where you just left me
Took my heart away and now I'm empty
Dazed and confused as of lately
Looking for something just to save me
I'm so confused
All I had was me and you
Don't know what to do
Played me like a fool
Can't get over you
Now I drink for two
This toast is to you
Ouhh
Dazed and confused never know what I should do
Drunk and confused all the times I been up here thinking about you
It's not you must be me
Must blame it on ecstasy
Must blame it on all these hoes who keep on texting me
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Stole my heart bitch can I have it back now
Disappeared and you fell off of the map now
Now you're gone and I don't know how to act now
Now I get fucked up and put my heart into the tracks now
You sent me one text
You say that it's over
Bottle in my hand
I cannot stay sober
You must be crazy if you thought this shit was closure
Now I gotta walk around and act like I don't know her
Like how
Going through my brain going insane
Like wow
Girl I need you back with me I need you
Right now
Girl it ain't no choice I ain't gon choose
Can't see nothing except coming back to you
Nothing more that I can do
Lost and faded once again
Got these death notes that I'm writing gotta keep it by my bed
You been fucking with my mental shawty stuck up in my head
I swear this is not pretend
Fighting demons till the end
Watch I hit em with the lead
On my own where you just left me
Took my heart away and now I'm empty
Dazed and confused as of lately
Looking for something just to save me
I'm so confused
All I had was me and you
Don't know what to do
Played me like a fool
Can't get over you
Now I drink for two
This toast is to you
Ouhh
Release Date
July 2, 2022
UVALDE STRONG
{Single}
Official Lyrics
It's time for me to talk my shit
I ain't never thought that we would live in days like this
It's time for me to talk my shit
Rockstar
Von- Von
It's time for me to talk my shit
I ain't never thought that we would live in days like this
Killing kids mental health is just an awful glitch
Losing control of your soul and your subconscious
This shit is killing me
An unforgiving memory
How could you be so cold and unload on the purity
The children are the future
You can't put them out they misery
Suicide by cop you consider that a victory
This shit needs to stop
From the bottom to the top
We need to get the politicians and minorities to swap
Understand that there's hell on both sides of the crop
Understand there's a plan in place that's about to drop um
Moment of silence for the ones that don't know uh
Moment of silence for the ones that can't grow uh
A living hell man this country's a shit show uh
But I can't bail on the ones that's below us
"News Broadcasting"
"News Interview"
What is the real definition of a coward
A narcissistic devil whose in love with the power
They had a troubled past and their dignity devoured
That left a dirty taste in their mouth that was sour
But it's no excuse
To be ignorant and loose
You swore to uphold an oath
Where's your honor and your truth
Those were little fucking kids that were dying next to you
You supposed to give yo fucking life to protect the youth
But you can kill an unarmed black man
Pow pow subtraction
So fucking trigger happy that you fiending for some action
But there was a perfect time for you to fill your satisfaction
But you decided to run after a demon interaction
What's that
Well that's some sucker shit man how bout that
Now what's that
A little eight year old we can't get back
That's a fact
A fucking burden to carry on your back
And now you squirming tryna deal with this public attack
That shit wack
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
February 14, 2022
Love Lust N Drugs
{Album}
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Release Date
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 1 of 21
Official Lyrics
Depression
{Intro}
(Automated Voice) Hello no one is available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone.
(Heavy Breathing)
Hello
(DIAL TONE)
Oh I guess..
Of course you send me to voicemail so...
Well...
I don't know what else to say to you but um...
I miss you...
And I love you...
And I know I....
Maybe...
I ask for too much maybe I'm not the best for you I...
I don't know what to say...
Its all a fucked up attempt to...
make me not feel depressed or...
feel the way I do it's...
Maybe you're not even gonna listen to this maybe you will I don't know...
I'm running out of things to say I'm....
I love you...
I really do I just...
Never cared for someone as much as you...
And I know you love me too...
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Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 2 of 21
Wanna Die
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
I... I...
Wanna die
Deep inside
All my life
Wanna die
I...
Wanna die
[×3]Deep inside
All my life
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 3 of 21
Yesterday
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
[×4]Oh
It seems like yesterday when we first met as friends. And it seems like yesterday when I fell in love again. And it seems like yesterday when you gave me hope for life again. How could this be the end. How could this be the end.
No way!!!
Feeling the pain inside
I can't rely anymore upon you.
Feeling the tears come down
I can't hold on any longer with you.
What the fuck is this
what have I gotten myself into.
Look at all the shit that you're putting me through. Everything you told me was a lie not the damn truth.
I don't believe in love anymore
I watched you turn your back and walk out the door. I fall on the floor.
My heart is torn.
When I was with you
my heart was warm.
But now its over.
Ain't no more being sober.
Ain't no more sunny days
yeah my life feels like its over
So I'm gonna get high until I die and fumble over. My heart it will not last
it beats slower and slower and slower
and slower and slower and slower and slower.
It seems like yesterday when we first met as friends. And it seems like yesterday when I fell in love again. And it seems like yesterday when you gave me hope for life again. How could this be the end. How could this be the end.
No way!!!
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 4 of 21
Purgatory
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
La da da da da da..
La da da da da....
Trapped in the middle
Between life and death..
Feel like I'm in purgatory..
In my mind I wanna die
but I survived a million times.
The devil hides right by my side
I wonder why I even try.
Making time to clear my mind.
I take my pain turn it to rhymes.
I'm so behind so undermined
I wonder if this is by design.
I cannot tell clearly.
I'm going to hell I bleed.
She casted a spell on me.
I'm off the rails baby.
For you I fell baby.
My hearts in a shell baby.
Miss your touch and your smell baby.
I wish you farewell baby.
She kicked my heart on the ground
I've had my heart tossed around.
I'm longing for love I never found.
I feel like a clown.
This pain has me down on my knees.
This Infected love is a disease.
She left me to die she did it with ease.
And I'm begging please please please.
La da da da da da..
La da da da da....
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 5 of 21
The Ones Who Know
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
This goes for the ones who know
for the ones feeling like they died.
Growing up in a world so cold
hide the pain deep down inside.
This goes for the ones who know
For the ones who know their ties
Demons I fight
I wanna die.
Pain rushing through my veins
Looking for some change.
Tryna numb the pain with drugs fast cars switching lanes. But that don't change shit
because my life will always be the same.
Anxiety, depression, damn I feel like I'm fucking deranged.
But in my mind it feels like time is moving slowly. Travel back in time looking for the old me. Devil on my back damn I'm so unholy. Listen to me closely. My life is unfolding.
[×2]Breaking down again and again and again
Breaking down again and again and again and again and again.
This goes for the ones who know
For the ones feeling like they died.
Growing up in a world so cold
hide the pain deep down inside.
This goes for the ones who know
for the ones who know their ties
Demons I fight.
I wanna die.
[×5]You
Me too
Feel so brand new[x5]
When I'm around you.
You drain all my love.
I replace with drugs
You breaking me down
to my last screw.
Blindsided by your eyes your beautiful smile too.
Camouflaging the truth.
But I had to come too.
Start connecting the clues.
This goes for the ones who know
For the ones feeling like they died.
Growing up in a world so cold
Hide the pain deep down inside.
This goes for the ones who know
For the ones who know their ties
Demons I fight
I wanna die.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 6 of 21
This Feeling Inside
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Feeling my mind
Something ain't right
Feeling my mind
[x3]Can't deal with this feeling inside its killing my mind yeah something ain't right. This feeling of death overrides the pain it subsides I put up a fight. I'm running all through my head thinking I'm thinking will I see the light. Demons are holding me tight. But it will be alright.
That day when I saw you.
I thought like damn she's cool.
I met you back in high school.
You made me wanna break all the rules.
I stare you watch me drool.
For you I act like a fool.
You treated me like a tool.
Can't believe you were so cruel.
That shit ain't ok.
You're on my mind like everyday.
All the mind games you had to play.
I was hiding my feelings I'm running away.
All my demons they wanna meet me face to face.
I tell you how I feel you don't know what to say.
Got me feeling so empty and feeling so gray.
Pray to God you don't leave yeah I'm hoping you stay.
[x3]Can't deal with this feeling inside its killing my mind yeah something ain't right. This feeling of death overrides the pain it subsides I put up a fight. I'm running all through my head thinking I'm thinking will I see the light. Demons are holding me tight. But it will be alright.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 7 of 21
Insomnia {Skit}
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
(Automated Voice)
Hello no one is available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone.
Yeah..
You know sometimes I forget
You don't
Sometimes I forget you're not here anymore uh..
Terrible dreams and
Nightmares and
Everything's just..
All over the place I..
Um just calling
I...
I don't know why I'm calling
I um..
Everything in my body just doesn't feel right without you
And..
I'm losing my mind like I feel like I'm officially insane I..
Developing insomnia and..
Can't sleep
But yeah
I don't know...
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 8 of 21
Vivid Dreams
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Dreams
[×2]Sometimes I be having vivid dreams
I can't stop all the scary vivid dreams
Everything's a blur
think I'm turning to a fiend.
Devil's getting close
I can see him in my dreams.
Making music so I don't go pop a bean.
Betrayal from a bitch I thought she was on my team. All these love scars make me wanna fucking scream.
Sometimes I wish that I could fly
Doing drugs to get by.
Is this the day I will die.
You see there's no you without me.
Look at all we could be.
Life is a never ending dream.
[×4]Life is a never ending dream.
Have you ever gone to sleep at night.
Dreaming about the stars in the sky.
Then you wake up sweating hoping that your demons didn't multiply.
I can't stop all the scary vivid dreams.
Everything's a blur
think I'm turning to a fiend.
Devil's getting close
I can see him in my dreams.
Making music so I don't go pop a bean.
Betrayal from a bitch I thought she was on my team. All these love scars make me wanna fucking scream.
Sometimes[sometimes]
I wish that I could fly [fly]
Doing drugs to get by.
Is this the day I will die.
You see [see me]
there's no you without me [me]
Look at all we could be.
Life is a never ending dream.
Life is a never ending dream.
(Slowed)
I cant stop all the scary vivid dreams.
Everything's a blur
think I'm turning to a fiend.
Devil's getting close
I can see him in my dreams.
Making music so I don't go pop a bean.
Betrayal from a bitch I thought she was on my team. All these love scars make me wanna fucking scream.
Sometimes I wish that I could fly.
Doing drugs to get by.
Is this the day I will die.
You see there's no you without me.
Look at all we could be.
Life is a never ending dream.
[×4]Life is a never ending dream.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 9 of 21
Lost
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
You ever felt trapped inside your own head. Falling into like a rabbit hole.
Trying to figure out if existence is real.
Lost in my head.
And I'm falling my demons they calling
I wish they would leave me alone [cause I'm
Lost in my head]
Stomachs turning my insides are burning
I deal with this pain on my own [cause I'm lost in my head]
I just can't understand why my pain and agony is so strong [Stuck in the twilight zone]
Watch me roam looking for my way home.
Will I live or will I find my tombstone.
Can't believe that you left me in the dirt to die.
Left me speechless and you left me wondering why. Fuck I need this cant pick up the pieces. You left by yourself and my pain it increases. Manipulation you're very cohesive.
I made up my mind yeah and this is my thesis.
Bitch your evil..
Lost in my head.
And I'm falling my demons they calling
I wish they would leave me alone [cause I'm
Lost in my head]
Stomachs turning my insides are burning
I deal with this pain on my own [cause I'm lost in my head]
I just can't understand why my pain and agony is so strong [Stuck in the twilight zone]
Watch me roam looking for my way home.
Will I live or will I find my tombstone.
Will I overcome after all I've seen.
You've infected me and took the vaccine.
Wish I could take my thoughts and just wipe them clean. Stuck in my abyss oh is it a dream. Hard reality and I'm stuck in between.
I cannot escape demons smothering me.
Stuck behind a door and I don't have the key.
Devils watching me with red eyes I can see.
Ohhh.....
Break down the pain..
Fuck..
I cant do this anymore..
Fuck..
Lost in my head
And I'm falling my demons they calling
I wish they would leave me alone cause I'm
Lost in my head
Stomachs turning my insides are burning
I deal with this pain on my own [cause I'm lost in my head]
I just can't understand why my pain and agony is so strong [Stuck in the twilight zone]
Watch me roam looking for my way home.
Will I live or will I find my tombstone.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 10 of 21
Acid Pill
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
[×2]Feels like my brain is off an acid pill.
I can't see
can't touch
Cant even feel
I'm Drowning inside of my depression still.
Need a friend once again.
Evil thoughts yeah they're lurking in.
I can taste my pain I can taste my sins.
Bloody mouth and sadistic Grin.
Devils den..
This is the beginning of my end.
Heating up the fire on my skin.
As I die watch him play the violin.
Death an escape from pain and misery
[×2]Feels like my brain is off an acid pill.
I can't see
can't touch
Can't even feel
I'm Drowning inside of my depression still.
Open up your eyes
there's no happy ever after.
End of the book
there is no new chapter.
Hearts beating out my chest huh..
Faster Faster.
Got me feeling like a ghost
slowly turning into Casper.
Eyes wide..
All the pain and suffering
finally reached my high tide.
[×2]Feels like my brain is off an acid pill.
I can't see
can't touch
Can't even feel
I'm Drowning inside of my depression still.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 11 of 21
Oh
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
nine..
[×6]Na na na na nine..
I remember the days it was just you and me.
We were young and so dumb living the teenage dream. I was blinded by truth things aren't what they seem. Taking things to the heart emotionally extreme. Thirty clip with the stick you hit my heart with a beam. What the fuck happened to us being on the same team.
You took a heart so pure and a heart so clean. You went and fucked it up. And now I just wanna scream.
Now I'm fucked up for life and I don't know what to do. Can't think of life living it without you. All this agony and pain that I go through. No reset button how the fuck do I undue. Take out a bottle of pills I had to pop me a few. Their were two different colors one white and one blue. Contemplating my mind do I swallow or chew. Watch them open my mind call it percocet view.
Ah..
Breaking down in my room. All these pills that I take all these pills I consume. Having demonic thoughts all these demonic fumes.
All these demonic notes playing demonic tunes. I need help bitch you heard what I said.
I'm in pain as I lay and I ache in this bed. All these demons they roam and they lurk in my head. All these demons I'm fighting I swear to god they want me dead.
Like a virus the pain and the drugs they just spread.
Fuck I feel like a zombie feel like the undead.
I can't sugar coat the pain cause you gotta know.
Feel the pain in my lyrics feel it in my flow.
Yeah she left me in the cold left me in the snow.
She's a demon in disguise demon on the low.
I didn't understand before but now I know.
Now I know now I know that the bitch gotta go.
[×4]Like oh like oh like oh
and you know she gotta go.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 12 of 21
Remember
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
[×2]Remember Remember days missing Remember days kissing now I'm stuck reminiscing. I'm Losing my mind over you I was tripping. Wasting my time over you now I'm sipping I'm sipping.
I saw you
I saw you
You saw me too
You saw me too..
I saw you yeah I saw you
You saw me too
You saw me too
Remember when I saw you.
I was blown away like a damn fool.
I was scared I was broken I was moping.
But you look in my eyes and my heart just started floating.
Oh my god its a girl mixing up all my emotions.
Instantaneous love yeah you had me fucking chocking.
What's the deal what's the deal with a feeling so surreal.
Am I having vivid dreams or is this angel real.
The way you came into my life and took away all my depression.
Paranoia went down you made me drop all of my weapons.
I can finally get sleep with you laying next to me.
Feel your warmth while we lay under the sheets I am finally at peace.
[×2]Remember Remember days missing Remember days kissing now I'm stuck reminiscing. I'm Losing my mind over you I was tripping. Wasting my time over you now I'm sipping I'm sipping.
I saw you
I saw you
You saw me too
You saw me too
I saw you yeah I saw you
You saw me too
You saw me too..
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 13 of 21
Surrender
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
La da da da
da da da da da da
da da da..
La da da da
da da da da da da
da da da..
[×2] I surrender all your love I say.
I surrender to your trust I say.
I surrender all the love and the lust and the drugs it's combining my soul into...
I surrender all your love I say.
I surrender all your trust I say.
I surrender to the drugs and the love and the lust its combining my trust on you.
I've been waiting
for you to notice me.
I've been waiting
waiting patiently.
Contemplating
on you constantly.
Fighting temptation.
All my revelations.
They come to the surface
I'm hoping you heard this.
You fucked with my heart yeah
broke that shit on purpose.
I'm high as a bitch
and it's making me nervous.
Were going in circles it feels like a circus god damn.
[×2] I surrender all your love I say.
I surrender to your trust I say.
I surrender all the love and the lust and the drugs its combining my soul into...
I surrender all your love I say.
I surrender all your trust I say.
I surrender to the drugs and the love and the lust it's combining my trust on you.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 14 of 21
Yes Or No
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Oh...
She broke my heart yeah.
Ripped it apart yeah..
Breaking my heart yeah.
Once again yeah..
[×2]Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
I need to know.
I need to know.
Yes or no will you stay or will you
go.
I loved you.
I pleased you.
You took my heart and made it see through.
Bitch Never again. You took a hell of a win.
Bitch you're a hell of a sin. driving myself crazy thinking you were ever my friend.
Bitch you cut me down betrayed me.
Now I'm sippin all of this gin.
Man this heartbreak shit is crazy.
Dirty bitch got under my skin.
I took your word for it.
You made me think that you were down I even splurged for it.
I broke the bank emptied my tank.
I'm lost for words for it.
Lost for words for it.
Now back to the chorus.
[×2]Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
I need to know.
I need to know.
Yes or no will you stay or will you
go.
I took your word for it.
You made me think that you were down I even splurged for it.
I broke the bank emptied my tank.
I'm lost for words for it.
Lost for words for it.
Now back to the chorus.
[×2]Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
Yes or no will you stay or will you go.
I need to know.
I need to know.
Yes or no will you stay or will you
go.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 15 of 21
Storytelling
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Oh..
oh.. oh..
Storytelling bout my nightmare uh..
Storytelling bout my nightmares.
Storytelling bout my nightmares.
Storytelling how its not fair.
Storytelling bout how you don't care.
You said you don't care.
I'm feeling despair.
I took a seat in my chair.
Recollect all of the things.
All of the pain that you bring.
Telling the story of how I became a dope fiend.
Tell me should I be.
Over everything.
I cant breathe.
I cant move.
I cant see.
Is this a dream.
[×4]Is it a dream.
I don't know.
I hope and pray this song don't make it on the radio. I fight myself with the truth I need to let it go. I'm taking all of the pain and it overflows. I feel all the same ones on the regular bro. Rockstar Von SOL and you know I know.
I take one to the dome and I let it flow. I fuck one of these hoes and she gotta go. I got this bad bitch and she give me throat. I don't care got no feelings not for a hoe. I can't fuck on these hoes with my feelings bro. I gotta fuck on these hoes with no feelings bro. I gotta deal with how I'm feeling all on the low. I cant let this pain in my past let it go.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
Watch you moving and walking up out that door.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
Watch you moving and walking up out that door.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel
I can't feel
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
I can't feel I cant feel I cant feel no more.
[×12] I cant feel.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 16 of 21
Speak My Mind
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Oh..
yeah..
I'm gonna speak my mind.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Dealing with these problems.
Looking for you to solve em.
Falling to the bottom.
Waiting for you to blossom yeah.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
I don't want you to leave.
I want you to be with me.
I want you to fall asleep next to me.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Can't deal with this pain and
this suffering trying to run from the rain yeah.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
I got you on my mind everyday.
I got you on my brain everyday.
You're on my mind.
On my heart on my soul almost all the time.
Dealing with this pain and this rain at the same time.
This ain't no game the devil holding me hostage with a fucking nine yeah.
So I rhyme yeah put it in my rhymes yeah.
Recollect the time yeah.
Recollect the time when we...
Made love we were off the same drugs.
Used to give the same hugs.
Used to tote the same slugs.
I can't believe you split apart away from me.
I'm suffering without you here cant you see.
I can't hide oh..
Is it my time...
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Dealing with these problems.
Looking for you to solve em.
Falling to the bottom.
Waiting for you to blossom yeah.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
I don't want you to leave.
I want you to be with me.
I want you to fall asleep next to me.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Can't deal with this pain and
this suffering trying to run from the rain yeah.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
Can't leave me.
I need you here.
Were supposed to be together forever.
The one and only for me.
And my heart in the sheets.
And my heart to the beat.
I need you right here next to me.
Yeah woah
Yeah woah
Yeah woah
Yeah woah
I can't hide oh..
Is it my time...
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 17 of 21
Irony {Skit}
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Automated Voice
"Laughing"
Oh boy..
I just um..
I think it's funny.
You know I was just thinking about me and you.
Us...
You know just everything um.
Uh I mean the irony in everything.
Just..
Really contemplating on everything that i've been through.
I mean..
The pain..
The drug use..
Depression..
Its just..
I'm realizing or I realize.
I don't need you.
I don't..
For the first time in a long time I feel free.
I feel free.
This is the last time you'll ever hear from me.
I wish the best for you.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 18 of 21
Feeling Free
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Uh..
Letting Go of the pain
god damn I'm feeling free.
Set me free from my brain
all the pain next to me.
Woah..
Letting go of the pain
god damn I'm feeling free.
Set me free from my brain
all the pain next to me.
Woah..
I gotta go. Double back then I pick and roll.
All my demons fighting yeah they on a roll.
Imma kick em to the ground through the floor.
I refuse, I refuse to let the pain through.
With your smile and looking at you.
What do I do? what do I do?
What do I do?
Oouu I..
Oh
oh oh..
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 19 of 21
Breakup To Makeup
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Oh..
oh..
oh.. oh...
Why do we have to breakup just so we can
Makeup? I don't want to be your friend.
I just want to be free be free with you next to me all the way till the end.
Why do we have to breakup just so we can
Makeup? I don't want to be your friend.
I just want to be free be free with you next to me all the way till the end.
With you I wanna occupy.
I see the sadness in your eyes.
You wear your smile as a disguise
acting like a sweet little pumpkin pie.
You love to party.
This feeling is narly.
Were going insane (insane)
While were vibing to carti.
Feel it in my brain and feel it in my body.
Were turned the fuck up yeah were sorry not sorry.
We cannot give up while were living this life.
Were telling the devil fuck off take a hike.
Even when were sad and depressed in the night yeah we gotta keep pushing to keep up the fight.
You know I think it's funny.
Three years ago I wanted to kill myself.
Now I'm living my best fucking life ever.
Lets go.
LETS GO!
Why do we have to breakup just so we can
Makeup? I don't want to be your friend.
I just want to be free be free with you next to me all the way till the end.
Why do we have to breakup just so we can
Makeup? I don't want to be your friend.
I just want to be free be free with you next to me all the way till the end.
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 20 of 21
New Life
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
I'm looking for new love with a new life.
I'm doing the right drugs at the right time.
It's crazy how life flies by but I'm too high. Stuck thinking of all the things in my past life.
But it's my time to shine
with this little life of mine.
But I'm still stuck on the past gotta let it go.
In this life all by myself its a lonely road.
Yeah it's a lonely road.
Somethings missing.
Feels like something missing.
I just had a vision of us hugging and kissing.
Got to find a way
to relieve me from this tension.
Solely stuck on Making a decision.
Will I leave tonight
when you cross my mind?
And my heart will tell me
a thousand times.
I'm closing the door just to open the blinds.
I Feel like I've done this a hundred times.
Let out the pain through a hundred rhymes.
Can you let me know
will I be fine?
Can you let me know
when it's my time?
At the bottom of the mountain watch me climb.
Girl I hope you know.
you're fucking with my ego.
I'm running low on gas
yeah I might need me some diesel.
I'm high up in the clouds
man I'm feeling like an eagle.
These girls fucking around
man this shit should be illegal.
RIP juice.
Got the pills up in the regal.
I might pop two for the thrill.
Dealing with depression still.
Still cant deal with the way I feel.
All my demons imma kill.
Wondering if she was real.
Jack and Jill weren't on that hill.
I'm looking for new love with a new life.
I'm doing the right drugs at the right time.
It's crazy how life flies by but I'm too high. Stuck thinking of all the things in my past life.
But it's my time to shine.
With this little life of mine.
But I'm still stuck on the past gotta let it go.
In this life all by myself its a lonely road.
Yeah its a lonely road.
If I can find the time.
Find the right time to make you mine.
Girl I will cherish
Girl I will cherish
Girl I will cherish
We will never perish...
If I can find the time.
Find the right time to make you mine.
Girl I will cherish
Girl I will cherish
Girl I will cherish
We will never perish...
If I can find the time.
Find the right time to make you mine.
Girl I would cherish
Girl I would cherish
Girl I would cherish
We would never perish...
If I can find the time.
Find the right time to make you mine.
Girl I would cherish
Girl I would cherish
Girl I would cherish
We would never perish...
Love Lust N Drugs {Album}
Track 21 of 21
Full Of Love
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
I wanna live a life
full of love
full of dreams
full of kisses
full of hugs yeah..
I wanna live a life
full of love
full of dreams
full of kisses
full of hugs..
I wanna live a life
full of love
full of dreams
full of kisses
full of hugs yeah..
I wanna live a life
full of love
full of dreams
full of kisses
full of hugs
minus the drugs minus the drugs.
[×4]Minus the drugs
Look at my life.
I'm so glad to be here.
Beautiful life.
Soon to be wife.
Moving through life with no fear.
Yeah I had a dream not to be a fiend
and I had to make that shit clear.
Now I live it up like a Rockstar.
Imma be the man of the year.
Got a lot fans man I'm getting real close.
They say imma be legend man I'm getting chills bro.
Now I can't hold back gotta push forward yeah I gotta go.
Until I got 100,000 people getting lit at my shows.
I wanna live a life
full of love
full of dreams
full of kisses
full of hugs yeah..
I wanna live a life
full of love
full of dreams
full of kisses
full of hugs
minus the drugs minus the drugs.
[×4]Minus the drugs
I see
I see
I see you..
I know just what you go through.
I know just how your pain feels.
I know just what you should do.
Let it go.
Be free.
If you need to talk to me.
Let your pain out over a beat.
Fall and get back on your feet.
Learn your lesson never repeat.
Face your demons don't retreat.
Don't give up and face defeat.
This will make your life complete.
I wanna live a life
full of love
full of dreams
full of kisses
full of hugs yeah...
I wanna live a life
full of love
full of dreams
full of kisses
full of hugs
minus the drugs minus the drugs.
[×4]Minus the drugs
Got a lot fans man I'm getting real close.
They say imma be legend man I'm getting chills bro.
Now I can't hold back gotta push forward yeah I gotta go.
Until I got 100,000 people getting lit at my shows.
Release Date
January 13, 2022
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by SkyRohket & Rockstar Von
Lonely {Single}
(Feature)
I've been lonely
I've been lonely
Rockstar
Von- Von
Lonely
All alone
All alone
I've been lonely
I've been roaming
Vivant holding
These drugs hold me
Keep me together
The drugs are like an umbrella
So we can hide the rainy weather
I find it funny that you always
Said our love would last for after
The hard times and the better
Said will love her in all caps
Won't you send a couple letters
Sometimes
I wish that you can open up and feel my pain
But you don't feel the same
Playing love like it's a game
I can't get myself up out this rain
I can't keep my beast inside of it's cage
You fill me up with rage
I'm so lonely inside
I'm losing sanity with age
Our story ended up so short
Wish I could turn another page
You gave and took away your love
Now I go crazy on stage oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
Taking control of me
Demons wanna fight Muhammad Ali
I find it funny now you is calling
Lately I've been chasing my green
Like I was goblin
Y'all wanna know the aftermath
What happens after
Love turns to a disaster
Then I yeah
Realize yeah
Not enough it ever matter
Hold on wait I lied
Told you so many times
I'm not all there
Without you I'm so scared
Lately lost my soul fair
Why'd you have to go there
Yeah
I've been lonely
I've been roaming
Vivant holding
These drugs hold me
I've been lonely
I've been roaming
Release Date
February 12, 2021
Miss You Everyday
{Single}
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Oh-Oh
Woah, Woah
Woah, Woah
Rockstar
Von- Von
I miss you everyday you're the reason why
I wake up and pray that I make it through another day
Time Fly's by I wish I would fly the other way
See through my evil eye thinking can I take the pain away
Can I take the pain away from thinking of you everyday
I Hope I won't fall through it all left in a disarray
I Remember when I got that call I didn't know what to say
From the truth I can't escape
Juice Wrld just died today
Stories to tell I keep them locked up in my wishing well
You helped me through hell
And picked me up every fucking time I fell
I was trapped in my shell
And you pulled me out
You saved my life without a doubt. Most of these rappers
Do this shit for clout
Imma show the world what I'm about
It feels like a dream mixed in the bounds of reality
The feelings extreme moving through life with this anxiety
You help me fight the pain of all the demons deep inside of me
You gave me extra guarantee that you will always be here for me
I miss you everyday you're the reason why
I wake up and pray that I make it through another day
Time Fly's by I wish I would fly the other way
See through my evil eye thinking can I take the pain away
Can I take the pain away from thinking of you everyday
I Hope I won't fall through it all left in a disarray
I Remember when I got that call I didn't know what to say
From the truth I can't escape
Juice Wrld just died today
December 18, 2020
Young Rockstars
{E.P.}
Release Date
Release Date
December 13, 2020
Divin
{Single}
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
This shit is a vibe
Yeah, woah
Woah, woah, woah
Divin with my glizzy uh
You know I keep it with me
Rockstar
Von- Von
Divin with my glizzy
You know I keep it with me semi tucked not gonna hit me
I shine real bright running through the light up in the city
Rockstar Von he do the crime do the time on the glizzy
Keep that heater on me while I go collect my dimes
Got a bad bitch on the left of me yeah watch me break her spine
Kick her to the curb now she out of sight and out of mind
Can't let a bitch just waste my time
Cause I'm out here on my grind
Through the dark yeah Imma shine
Through the dark is where I build up all my worries
I'm just vibin smoking loud my visions blurry
Yeah I get to the guap to the fetty in a hurry
Stephan Curry I shoot you know I'm splurging
I splurge
In the summer time you know the birds the word
Rockstar Von yeah you know I keep the herd yeah on me
You know I keep the glizzy
You know I keep it on me
You know I keep it showing
You know I keep it growing
Yo bitch got her in the back she blowing
Ice so cold it might be snowing
Drip so hard it's overflowing
I need me a bitch that ain't out hoeing
But Imma leave that to the unknowing
Yeah
Imma throw a fit on then Imma grab a chain
Tell all these thots to be gone I'm masking all my pain
With all these thoughts roaming around in my brain
Well that's ok cause me and my brain are learning to hold frame
Divin with my glizzy
You know I keep it with me semi tucked not gonna hit me
I shine real bright running through the light up in the city
Rockstar Von he do the crime do the time on the glizzy
Keep that heater on me while I go collect my dimes
Got a bad bitch on the left of me yeah watch me break her spine
Kick her to the curb now she out of sight and out of mind
Can't let a bitch just waste my time
Cause I'm out here on my grind
Through the dark yeah Imma shine
Shine, shine
Remembering days that she was mine, mine, mine
I bought a rollie to make up the time, time, time
Yeah my past wasn't kind, kind, kind
So naive and so blind, blind, blind
Missing all of the signs, signs, signs
Breaking me down you breaking me down I'm lonely
All of the lies all of the lies you phony
Sick of the petty bullshit I had to listen in closely
Six feet too deep shit it's killing me slowly
Holy moly
Real love show me
What I been missing all along
Guess one day Imma hold my trophy
Divin with my glizzy
You know I keep it with me semi tucked not gonna hit me
I shine real bright running through the light up in the city
Rockstar Von he do the crime do the time on the glizzy
Keep that heater on me while I go collect my dimes
Got a bad bitch on the left of me yeah watch me break her spine
Kick her to the curb now she out of sight and out of mind
Can't let a bitch just waste my time
Cause I'm out here on my grind
Through the dark yeah Imma shine
Release Date
December 18, 2020
Feeling Myself
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Woah, woah, woah, woah
Uh huh ya dig
Yeah
Woah, woah, woah, woah
Yeah
Feeling myself on this one
I tote my pistol (Rockstar Von- Von)
Pull up to the club I'm fresh as hell and looking scary now
I got the gang with me toting semi's come and try us out
I stay high as a bitch smoking gelato and it's very loud
Rockstar Von in the building you can see it in the crowd
"Crowd Applaud"
Rockstar
Von- Von
Alright baby you can come twerk on me
Brand new Mercedes bout to pull off four deep
That's your lady she was too close to me
Rockstar dick put her to sleep
Divin in deep got yo bitch in the sheets
If you fucking with the gang gotta deal with the fleet
Getting high off my ass you not fucking with me
Running up your survival has no guarantee
Pop out the cut with the glizzy on gang
Got the silencer mic yeah that glizzy gon sang
Swerving off in the coup yeah I'm switching them lanes
Are you checking my flow am I going insane
Break a little bitch back had to walk with a cane
Peter Parker these hoes nigga no marry jane
Holli fit going crazy it's fire no flames
Yeah I know you a lame there's no need to explain
Pikachu, pikachu, pikachu
I got that fire yeah it might just pick at you
Aim at your dome and I aim at your titty too
She calling my phone I pull up in the Honda coupe
My flow is so cold I might need me some chicken soup
I got yo bitch out here she doing the loopty loop
Fucking that bitch then I watch her come home to you
Now that bitch stuck on my dick like some super glue
Look at you
Pull up to the club I'm fresh as hell and looking scary now
I got the gang with me toting semi's come and try us out
I stay high as a bitch smoking gelato and it's very loud
Rockstar Von in the building you can see it in the crowd
Rockstar
Von- Von
Release Date
December 18, 2020
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Evil Eye
T-T- Taylor bout to fucking flex
Uh huh
Uh huh
These demons all in my head
They want me dead
But it's ok cause we just getting to this bread (Rockstar Von)
Taylor bout to fucking flex
Evil eye
I see shit with an evil eye
Demons inside of me telling me that I'm gonna die
But I won't die
I'm taking this life for a ride
I'm just a young fucking rockstar tryna reach my prime
Evil eye
I see shit with an evil eye
But that's okay
Mask my pain throw it aside
I'm gonna save a life
I'm gonna save a life
With one song I can save a life
With one song I can save a life
I'm Ride or die
With my fans I'm ride or die
Swallow my pride
Come with me together we take flight
We flying high
Soaring all through the sky
When it's my time
I'll leave a legacy that is right
Have you ever
Felt the things that I've felt
Have you ever
Felt alone with no help
Everyone's all for themselves
Does anyone care it's hard to tell
I feel your pain I've been through hell
Life's a Bitch oh fuck oh well
Take that book all off the shelf
Momma's worried bout my health
I wish you well
My tinker bell
Juice Wrld wishing well
My mommy wishes me well
My family wishes me well
But they don't know that I might go to fucking hell
But oh well fuck it only god and time will tell
Evil eye
I see shit with an evil eye
Social suicide
Meet me on the other side
Yeah
Ride or die
I need a bitch that's gon ride or die for me
Yeah stand by my side you see
Yeah sit by get high with me
Yeah
Evil eye
I see shit with an evil eye
Demons inside of me
Telling me that I'm gonna die
But I won't die
I'm taking this life for a ride
I'm just a young fucking rockstar tryna reach my prime
Evil eye
I see shit with an evil eye
But that's okay
Mask my pain throw it aside
I'm gonna save a life
I'm gonna save a life
With one song I can save a life
With one song I can save a life
Release Date
December 18, 2020
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Avalanche
Taylor bout to fucking flex
As an avalanche
I got yo bitch she sucking dick
Nigga no jolly ranch
Yeah, uh
Rockstar
Von- Von
A-A- Anxiety high as an avalanche (an avalanche)
I got yo bitch she sucking dick
Nigga no jolly ranch (no jolly ranch)
Forty on my hip call it a stick
Just like a fucking branch (a fucking branch)
Smoke on this gas got me on my ass
Yeah that good ganja plant (good ganja plant)
Let's get it Let's get it
My nigga my nigga you know that I'm ready
I'm hungry I eat that bank up like spaghetti
I get to the guap yeah I get to the fetty
These inner demons weighing all on me heavy
Taking off in the coupe it's a Honda no Chevy
You fuck with the flow they gon find yo ass buried
Forty Glock with the beam got the aim and it's steady
Gonna spread yo ass out like some bread and some jelly
R-R- Rockstar nigga yeah you know that I go hard
Gun on my hip on my back is a guitar
Drop the top on the whip skirting off and and I dip
Taking off in the coup yeah we taking a trip
I'm on Venus my nigga fuck a rocket ship
Watch me beat out her back and I beat out her hips
Whip it out on a bitch and I nut on her lips
Got A-R with the scope hold it tight with the grip
Slow it down moving slowly
Don't check on the time even though I got a rollie
Cross earrings on got me feeling holy
But that's the old me
Now my heart is coldly unholy
A-A- Anxiety high as an avalanche (avalanche)
I got yo bitch she sucking dick
Nigga no jolly ranch (no jolly ranch)
Forty on my hip call it a stick
Just like a fucking branch (fucking branch)
Smoke on this gas got me on my ass
Yeah that good ganja plant (ganja plant)
Anxiety high as an avalanche (avalanche)
I got yo bitch she sucking dick
Nigga no jolly ranch (no jolly ranch)
Forty on my hip call it a stick
Just like a fucking branch (a fucking branch)
Smoke on this gas got me on my ass
Yeah that good ganja plant (good ganja plant)
Breath within
All these mountain winds
I confess my sins
All the pain locked in
I can't see at all
Mountains getting tall
Am I going to fall
Cold ice I crawl
A-A- Anxiety high as an avalanche (an avalanche)
I got yo bitch she sucking dick
Nigga no jolly ranch (no jolly ranch)
Forty on my hip call it a stick
Just like a fucking branch (a fucking branch)
Smoke on this gas got me on my ass
Yeah that good ganja plant (good ganja plant)
Anxiety high as an avalanche (an avalanche)
I got yo bitch she sucking dick
Nigga no jolly ranch (no jolly ranch)
Forty on my hip call it a stick
Just like a fucking branch (a fucking branch)
Smoke on this gas got me on my ass
Yeah that good ganja plant (good ganja plant)
Release Date
December 18, 2020
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
MOVVEE
LouBeats on the beat (ad libs)
Haha huh
Can't play can't play huh
Can't play can't play
Woah, woah, woah, woah (ad libs)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (ad libs)
(Ad libs)
Rockstar
Von- Von
YEAH
Drill shit uh (drill shit)
Pull up on a nigga with the drill kit uh (drill kit)
Can't quit, quit uh (quit, quit)
Moshpit lit can't feel shit uh (feel shit)
Rockstar Von took yo bitch (yeah)
So got damn high nigga I cannot focus (ye- yeah)
Making the crowd do the hocus pocus
Nigga make way
Here comes the explosives
You better MOVE
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 doses
You better MOVE
Jumping up down nigga round, round in circular motion
You better MOVE
M16 to the head if a fuck nigga on some hoe shit
He better MOVE
Rockstar shit rockstar shit nigga and you know it
Getting to the money like for real for real
Fuck a record label not signing no deals
Wrap a nigga up then roll em down a hill
Cook a nigga up and throw him on the grill
Call of duty bodies you know that I spill
Double XP weekend yeah you know the drill
Rockstar Von please chill please chill
Why the fuck are you crying get the fuck out yo feels
Dive in crowd buck wild no swimming pool
Holli fit on my back with the racks I'm too cool
You can't handle the heat get the fuck out the kitchen
Put yo ass in the oven
I can't deal with no bitching
Fuck a percocet ain't no scratching and itching
We get high off this life because that is the mission
Nigga ain't got no time for no fucking addiction
But we back on the topic so start the ignition
YEAH
Drill shit uh (drill shit)
Pull up on a nigga with the drill kit uh (drill kit)
Can't quit, quit uh (quit, quit)
Moshpit lit can't feel shit uh (feel shit)
Rockstar Von took yo bitch (yeah)
So got damn high nigga I cannot focus (ye- yeah)
Making the crowd do the hocus pocus
Nigga make way
Here comes the explosives
You better MOVE
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 doses
You better MOVE
Jumping up down nigga round, round in circular motion
You better MOVE
M16 to the head if a fuck nigga on some hoe shit
He better MOVE
Rockstar shit rockstar shit nigga and you know it
Drill shit uh (drill shit)
Pull up on a nigga with the drill kit uh (drill kit)
Can't quit, quit uh (quit, quit)
Moshpit lit can't feel shit uh (feel shit)
Rockstar Von took yo bitch (yeah)
So got damn high nigga I cannot focus (ye- yeah)
Making the crowd do the hocus pocus
Nigga make way
Here comes the explosives
You better MOVE
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 doses
You better MOVE
Jumping up down nigga round, round in circular motion
You better MOVE
M16 to the head if a fuck nigga on some hoe shit
He better MOVE
Rockstar shit rockstar shit nigga and you know it
Release Date
December 18, 2020
Official Lyrics
Written and composed by Rockstar Von
Had To
Uh
Uh
Uh
Pushing all the pain to the side
I had to do it multiple times
Rockstar
Von- Von
Pushing all my pain to the side
I had to do it multiple times
Reading in between the lines
And watching all my feelings collide
Pushing all my pain to the side
I had to do it multiple times
Reading in between the lines
Pushing all my pain to the side
I had to do it multiple times
Reading in between the lines
And watching all my feelings collide
Pushing all my pain to the side
I had to do it multiple times
Reading in between the lines
Feel the pain inside
Feel the pain inside
Feel the pain inside
Pushing all my pain to the side
I had to do it multiple times
Reading in between the lines
And watching all my feelings collide
Pushing all my pain to the side
I had to do it multiple times
Reading in between the lines
Demonic I can't stand you
I hate you yeah I hate you
Finally made my breakthrough
Finally made my breakthrough
Captivating my mind and my soul too
Captivating my mind and my soul too
You were toxic yeah I had to show you
Cleansing my mind yeah now I am brand new
Feel the pain inside
Feel the pain inside
Feel the pain inside